NO SPIRIT IN LIVING

aah i can't stand for my nowadays life

it seemed very monotonous,i'm doin nothing day by day. i just doing my daily routines each passing day. school, homework,course,sleep,then go back to school.it's really really boring!

i'm not in my mood in living my life anymore..

the third grade in highschol is not as fun as what everybody tells. karya tulliiiiissss, aduuh bikin tambah repot!

while i was taking a shower, thinking about the future life, will it be more dreary or not. i don't know where i'm going to, what i'm going to be, grrrrr...and these all make me more stressss!!!!

aaah boseen bgt..pengen deh sekali2 ga ada di dunia ini..maksudnya ga ngerjain hal yang sama setiap harinyaa.....tp ga mau dirumah aja tidur..bosen juga klo gt..

mau pergi kmana2 juga udah ga bisa ga ada wktuuu...sekalinya jalan2 banyak bgt yang musti dikejar nantinyaa...

i'm afraid being older!!ga mau 17.....

bisa ga sih tetep 16?klo bisa gw mau bgt!ga mau cpt2 kuliaah, ga cocok rasanya.yang biasanya setiap hari pake seragam sekolah, setahun kemudian udah kuliaaahh..i seems like fast forward!!!!

knpa harus ada yang namanya pertumbuhan sih!!jgn bawa2 biologi tp yaa, muaaaak!!!

mungkin klo gw dulu ngambil jurusan lain gw ga akan sedatar ini kali yaa..

satu hal lg yang syukur bgt gw ikutin..untung gw ikut teater, setidaknya setahun dikelas 2 punya pengalaman dan motivasi buat ngejalanin hari brikutnya.sekarang?

AAAAH WHAT SHOULD I DO NEXT??!!WHY THIS FEELING JUST ALREADY COME!!

grrrrr!!!!!!