DAMN IT!

setiap orang pasti punya kesabaran

ya, i do really know

setiap orang juga punya keegoisan masing2..

tp klo egoisnya berlebih nyebelin juga lama2.nah inilah yg ada sama the big boss in my house...

gw les toefl smpe jam 9, trus si big boss telat jemput smpe akhirnya jm stgh 10 lbh gt.udah malem bgt..udah pada mau pulang.akhirnya datang si big boss.trus gw agak marah dong, yaiyalah klo gw cm sendirian disitu gmna?

eeh trus dy yg malah marah balik, masa gw disuruh naik angkot jam 10 MALAM!!!where's you put your brain!!!!!!inside the closet?AAAAAAAAARGH...santai lah pake banding2in sama kakak2 gw lagi.ga cm sekali yaa..asal tau aja gw ga suka dibanding2in...trus bilang ga usah sekolah diluar aja klo gt..

klo dy bukan big boss udah gw damprat kli tuh..trus dirumah sok2 baik..menurut L?!!!

males bgt ngomong sm big boss.d'oooh.. do i look like i care with what you've said?

oia lagi seneng bgt dengerin lagunya rihanna yg umbrella, padahal udah basi tuh lagu..hahaha

stupid!

bloggyyy..hehe...
ini tgl 18 kan?haha goblok bgt masa gw lupa sm ulang taun bokap gw..haha trus pas inget ,gw ngucapin selamat kan.eh pas lg perjalanan pulang kerumah bokap gw ngajak makan diluar, haha trus gw bilang.aaah ngapain sih makan diluar,dirumah aja makan apa kek.nasi goreng tektek.haha.gw lupa lg bokap gw ultah..haha smpe nyokap gw bilag."lho kan papa ulang taun dek"oiaa..haha tp itu hny gw ucapkan dlam hati..haha gengsilaah..hha..akhirnya makan juga deh..haha.goblok2
yaampun kok tb2 gw keinget lg bcl yaa..yang.

bagaimana bila akhirnya ku cinta kau
dari kekuranganmu hingga lebihmu..

haha..ga taunih..katrooo

oia sm lgunya the massive

kau membuat aku gak karuan
kau mebuat kutak sempurna tak seperti yg kau inginkan..
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku..huoooo

dan.....

kucintaimuuu tak berarti bhwa kuharus memilikimu slamanya..
huooo

haha sumpah gw tau katro abis nih lagu..tp tb2 terlintas dikepala gw..haha dan tidak bs berhenti gw nyanyikan..ahaha..gila mtv ampuh bgt lgu2 yg terlintas..hha..
oia bhkan sm temen sekelas gw dijadiin bhs inggrisnya..kocak gila...

kelas gw sekarang bnyk bgt yg nyanyi lgu the massive..aduh ga ngerti deh tuh beneran suka apa ada mksud lainnya..hahaha..

WORK HARD and too much to do!

gilaaaa pusing bgt..br masuk sekolah aja prnya udah bejibun gt

apalagi sekarang ada guru baru namanya bu Artha, yampun dy kan orng batak gt yaa..jadi logatnya masih batak bgt.dan klo ngajar tb2 intonasinya suka naik dan rendah sendiri.kayak orng batak asli gt.iyalah.margannya aja Sirait.kurang batak apa coba?haha..tp nyebelin ah ngajarnya tuh cm cerita doooang.jadi bingung mau nangkep yg mana.udah mukanya mirip oky lukman lg.serius kali ini bener2 mirip..dr badan smpe muka semua mirip.hahaha..

oia aduuuh ada yg tau percetakan yang bagus dan bisa loooooowwww budged ga?

butuh nih

pasalnya percetakan yg mau gw ambil kok jd mendadak sok mahal gt yaa?

ayooo dong ada yg punya gaaa?kasih tau yaaa.....

growing up...going better or worst?

masa2 SMA katanya paling enak..mana?haha sama aja sm yg lain..tetep aja ga bs seneng2 klo pelajaran smakin sulit untuk dihadapi..yah beginilah kehidupan anak2 tarqi1 apalagi yg jurusan ipa..ga tau deh..kayaknya hidup tuh cm brgantung pada angka2..tp klo diinget inget dr kelas 1 lucu juga..apalagi klo diliat dr perubahan fotonya.Ga nyangka bgt skarng udah kelas 3..hehe..trus uan, lulus(ammiiin),kulia,kerja,kawin,punya anak,tua,aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah..ga mauuuuuu......

CUPU!!!haha liat aja tuh tgn2 yg mmbentuk angka 2.msh smp bgt..haha norak sumpah- 1 SMA semester 1-lia, katia,awi,saptika,chntya

Masih CUPU, tp lebih baiklaah dr pada yg diatas-1 SMA semester 2
vera,lia,pb,tami

haha udah berani lepas poni nih, lumayan berkembang!!-2SMA semester 1-natsie,lia,adin

haha mulai brutal nih, geraaii!!!bebassss!!haha-2 SMA semester 2-nonie,lia,adin,mia,venska,shira,aya,priska,danuta

haha gmna ntar kelas 3 yaa...haha kita lihat saja nanti..ada perubahan apa..XI IPA 2..i'm gonna miss u..welcome to XII IPA 2!!!!

HELLy QUESTION

1) What would your dream wedding be like?
it must be in another country, not in Indonesia..
2) State a date that is really important to you.
No specific date,but for quite at this around year
3) What is your favourite colour?
white, blue, yellow, peach :)))
4) Do you have a pet?
Nope. but I Used to keep rabbits.
5) Do you prefer to be single or taken?
both are fun.
6) Do you like blogging?
yeah!
7) Who is the last person/people you've talked to on msn?
louise,my percetakan partner..haha
8) Are you in love?
maybe, haha i think not
9)Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Yes sometimes.when they talked a corrosive word
10)Are you afraid of death?
Very,like most humans.Haha XD
11).What is your goal this year?
better than the past
12).Do you believe in love at first sight?
not really..

The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence

I don't really care about the title i just written above. it's not about me. i just wanna tell u do not want something that you dont have.make it real friend! it was inspired by someone who really adores a guy after doing something bad..

well.. i'm confusing with my feeling.the last post i wrote that i HAVE TO leave my bad..but sometimes i feel it again.i feel that i can't get enough with him..but i'm sure that i have tried to keep my life up.but DAMN!! i often miss that every single moment.i've also tried to find another, and when i find it, it just like a temporary feeling i felt. i don't want him to ask me somehow. i just wanna get rid of everything about him!!!!! i'm surely know that rome wasn't built in a day, everything takes time to recover.
my temporary guy..hmm call him TG...haha it sounds weird, isn't it? he's a boy with a good manner, and everyone adores him..but i had a hurt experience on him. i had a bestfriend, call her DD.i always told her what i liked, what i hated, and what i was going to do.. i told that i was in love with TG..so i wanted her to come and see him..at the place i used to see him, DD told that TG is handsome. i was so happy when she supported me. and after that DD often came to the place..and they liked each other..i felt so terrible. but i pretended as i didn't like him anymore. i know it was hurt. but i couldn't do anything. TG asked me DD's telp number..and I gave it. TG often asked me about DD, and i always answered as long as i know. until the the day, DD told me that she just had a boyfriend..hmm TG was her boyfriend at the time.. i felt happy beside my weakness.but i tried to cheer her up. i've been thinking until now, "didn't she feel sorry with me?"
but i think not..okay i strengthen it anyway, she was not wrong, nobody was wrong, she just followed her heart..

today they have broken off, TG told me. but i don't have a special feeling with him anymore.
in my mind, why not start with him..instead of "the last".hmm it goes well so far. so i can erase the moment i had with him (a little bit more). but i'm still not in love with TG..hahaaa...
now i'm doing my daily routines..writting a post, chatting with friends, haha n doin nothing in my house..

That's why i'm so thankful with what i've had..

these days seem very colorless.i did nothing day by day..there's nothing to do today or may be tommorow, until i'll find the first day of school. and back to the boring activities. may be i never realized that God always gives me a very wonderful world, life, and everything i've met. rarely, am i thankful with Him.

i used to do the dreary life alike.but then, i found something shinny,which can brought my life brighter and different than the other day. And i was sure that i could reach my best life with "it".no matter what the other said i kept walking through myself. i felt i was in my happiness..i didn't know and i didn't want to know what would be happen next if i kept continuing this. everything seemed colorfull so i could call it tranqualitty.

until "something" tried to pick me far away. i could't do anything except "yes". 4 months later i had been feeling that i was weak. nobody could highlight my day. tears were falling down and everything looked dark. i couldn't see my life anymore. I felt like a shit. but i realize i had to redouble my lost life..and walking by my feet..

Now, i'm beggining my new life, not really a new life but i'm beggining my planned life. Thanks God, i know i'm weak without you. thanks for "something" which have brought my life more beautiful..thanks for everything you've given me. i can never give it back tou you actually.

thank youu..byeeeee!!!!

my driving lesson part 2

*lanjutan dr driving lesson

hr ini hr terakir gw les nyetir..haha..seneng sih jd ga usah bgn pagi2 lg bsok.tp jd pengen nyetir lg.nah hari ini hr yg paling goblok diantara hr nyetir gw lainnya..pasalnyaaaa....

Jadi pagi2 gw kesana, seperti biasanya si D dtg duluan, emng tu orng rajin bgt, wktu itu aja blom dibuka tmpatnya dia udah dtg.haha..emng rumahnya deket bgt sih..eh tp emng dasar males dia naik motor aja gt ke tempat les.padahal jaraknya jauhan rumah gw.dan gw jalan kaki!!!itung 2 jalan pagi gt..hehe...

akhirnya mulai les, gw dpt giliran pertama karna kemarennya udah D duluan. hmm gw sih lumayan lancar2 aja.ada bnyk perubahan lah paling nggak.stir gw jdi ga ngadon donat lg..(walopun sebenernya ini julukan buat si D), trus gw udah bs cpt mindah2hin gigi, yaah udah aman laah, cm gw agak bego aja di tanjakan..

akhirnya giliran si D nih, gw sih uda siap2 aja hrs nahan ketawa di jok belakang.bukannya jahat tp gw udah tau pasti gw bakalan ketawa ditgh2 jalan.kita jalan lewat perkampungan gt, dan yg paling bikin perut gw kekocok2 wktu pas ngelewatin rel krta api, ada tukang parkir .Pak Ryan nyuruh D buat angkat tangannya ke si tukang parkir, nah gw pikir nih setelah mempelajari kesalahannya yg lalu2 dia bs normal aja nih ngangkat tangannya.eeh ternyata nggak loh!dia tetep aja tinggi2 ngangkat tangannya udah kayak mau hormat.saking begonya dy, gw sampe ga bs nahan ketawa, gw langsung ngakak sengakak2nya..haha, eh pak Ryan yg dr marah jd ikut ketawa ngeliat D panik gt..ckckck...gw liatin aja dy megang setirnya, yaampuun dy megang strinya kyk strinya bakalan diambil org aja, kenceng bgt.haha...


yaah bsk gw ga ktmu lg deh, haha bagus lah gw ga usah cape2 nahan ketawa.haha..smoga ntar klo ktmu lg lo udah ga ngadon donat yaa..ngadon apa kek yg lebih cepetan dikit.hehehe










cb deh perhatiin..beda bgt kan?knpa disamain sih sm pak Ryan??

Freaky photoshoots

nah dibawah ini nih foto2 gila gw sm kakak gw...haha waktu dy pulang ke Indonesia, seneng bgt deh klo dy pulang jd rame.

nah, below are my pictures, made by my sister, deasy..

awalnya gw yg nyuruh dy foto tp gw nya smbil lari trus lompat..haha..tp stelah ditelaah ga usah dr lari kan gapp..org yg difoto jg pas lompatnya..haha bikin capek aja.yg bilang ini juga bokap gw yg dr td ngeliatin aneh gw knpa musti pake lari dulu..grrr knp ga bilang dr tadi sih!..

sweharusnya gw ngurutin fotonya dr yg ancur dulu..haha tp kesalahan teknis dn gw males buat ngulang jd yg paling berhasil dulu deh fotonya. sebenernya foto awalnya yg gw kyk lg ngeden itu.haha..smpe akhirnya yg paling brhasil yg fotonya gw edit.haha..sebenernya ga cm ada 3 foto..BANYAAAAAK!!haha smpe pegel2 gw pulangnya..

strawberry gado2

akhir2 ini mama sering bgt buat jus sroberi..maknya i'm fond of drinking it everyday..

tp ga cuma stroberi biasa aja yg mama buat..

nih antara lain, mama sering bgt buat sroberi cambur2 kyk gado2 aja..mislny dicampur melon,trus dicampur jeruk, susu, trus dijadiin satu..dengernya aja sih udah enek tp pas ngerasain trnyata dasyat juga rasanya..hehe

"don't judge the juice by its ingredients"

yaah semacam ini lah pepatah buat si strawberry gado2..

my driving lesson

jam 10.50, Pak Ryan telp gw, hmm pak Ryan itu guru les nyetir gw,begitu disuruh dtg gw langsung pergi ke tempat les gw.udah gw lama2in aja tuh biar gw ga sendirian nunggunya..eh ternyata bener smpe disana si temen lama gw yg gw bilang inisial D udah smpe duluan. dan gw cm b2 sm dy lesnya.
Akhirnya kita berangkat, D nyetir duluan soalnya yaaa emng dia dtg duluan kn..
nah inilah mulai awal ceritanya,,

D mulai nyetir... seperti biasa dia suka agak bingung sepertinya bedain kopling,gas,dan gigi.hmm sebenernya itu 3 hal yg sangat amat berbeda..tp yaitulah D. "injak itu koplingnya smpe full"..DAN YG DILAKUKAN APA?YAAK DIA GANTI GIGI..gw ga ngerti jln pikirannya apa smpe kopling yg ada di kaki bisa dirubah jadi gigi yg letaknya disamping tangan kiri kita...gw dibelakang cm nahan ketawa aja..yaah takut aja ntar klo gw ktwa gw malah ga bs lg.
akhirnya smpe tengah jalan mulus2 aja nih jalannya.sampe suatu saat kita nemuin kondisi jalanan yg nikung bgt.dimana2 klo emng lg tikungan yg tajam, pasti muter stirnya cepet trus smpe full kan..nah dia beda lg..dia ayuuuu bgt muter stirnya..smpe smpe pak Ryan bilang dy klo nyetir mobil kayak ngadonin donat.haha..gw juga ga tau pasti sih apa hubungannya sama donat yg bentuknya bolong ditengah itu..apa karna setir benrtuknya kayak donat?hmm gw juga ga tau...yg jelas dy emng bener2 kyk lg ngadon donat...
oia hr sebelomnya lebih parah lg. D ngelewatin areal kereta api, disitu ada mas2 tukang parkir.
pak Ryan yg emng ornfnya agak2 suka bcanda gt nyurh si D buat acungin tangan ke mas2nya..ya sbg tanda terimakasih.nah gw ga tau D lg tegang ato gmna dy bener2 ngangkat tangannya tinggi2 smpe mntok ke atas mobil.trus kaget sendiri.hahaha...gw ngakaaaaaak sengakak ngakaknya..hahah..ngucapin trimaksih kan bisa cm buka jari tangan aja.ga musti diangkat smpe atas kan?hahahah..ckckc..

Nah sekarang giliran gw nih yg nyetir, biasa sebelom gw mulai nyetir pak Ryan slalu nanya, lg mood ga?
gw ga tau deh knp dy nanya gt.soalnya kemarennya emng gw lg ga mood, trus gw nyetir diem aja, eh pas di polisi tidur mobil gw berenti trus jalan berenti lg jaln berenti lg..haha..makanya mulai saat itu dy nanya itu mulu..tp untunglah hr ini sukses blajarnya..tp emng daar kurang ajar ya si D malah bilang gini "aduh jadi berasa naik angkot."grrrrrrrrr!!dasar tuh orng ga tau apa gw tersiksa smpe nahan kencing gw gr2 nahan ketawa ngeliat lo..hahaha

Yaa begitulah crita nyetir gw dengan si dodol satu itu..haha..fun but stupid!

grrr!

grrr!!
latian nyetir tuh susah yaa..haha apalagi parkir! aduh males deh..sebenernya sih asik bgt nyetir.haha cm ya males latihan parkirnya.apalgi kn mobilnya msh manual, gila hrs bg2 konsentrasi antara kopling,rem,gas,gigi,spion,lampu sen.blalala...
klo automatic kan ga ada kopling jd ga musti bnyk mikir.haha tp the harder you learn it, the smarter you will be..
mana gw satu les sama tmn lama gw lg..kita sebut saja inisialnya D..haha dulu dia culun bgt.skarang yaa ada perubahan lah kearah baik.tp tetep aja lemot!! haha tp klo ga ada dy hari2 latian gw monoton.abis yg bikin ktawa dy sih.suka agak2 goblok gt.haha
naaah yg bikin ggrrr lg nih dihari libur yg tumben lama bgt ini, gw msh sibuk2nya les.yaa jgn mikir les mat ato fisika gt sih.les ilp dan TOEFL.hm br pulang jm 10 malem.grr bgt ga tuuh..tp seneng sih
haha ternyata di kelas baru gw (i passed to the next level), ada anak yg 1 bulan ga masuk tp naik.haha brarti pinter yaa..oia i dont wanna be a pretentious person, but i've been awarded as the best student in my ILP course..haha..
the last grrr is given to......NEXT MONDAY!!!
aaaaa...karna udah masuk sekolah..sebel ga sih..padahal blom menikmati liburan yg sebenernya emng udah lama bgt sih.tp tetep aja ga siap berkutat dengan angka2..d'oooooooooooooooh!!!
tp harus dihadapi..ckckckc.

eh iya apa kabar ta si T?hhihihihi

HEART IT!!!

Hmm

i heart it..

pasti ngiranya siapa gt deh.. hehe bukan tau..gue sayang bgt sm teater gw.apalgi org-org di dalemnya ya temen2 gw sendiri.gilaa gimana ga sayang cb 2 tahun sm2 trus mementaskan sebuah pentas besar tak terlupakan

"KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI"

love is friendship

maka dari itulah gw seneng bgt klo kumpul sama mereka..
dan sekarang kita udah kelas 3.jd udah ga jd pemain lg deh,bhkan jadi TIMPROD.dan itu susah bgt.hmm harus gencar nih si bendahara.hehe.eh ralat kita semua harus gencar!yaa intinya seneng bgt punya keluarga di teater. i love RISING 16!!!!

CLOSING-RISING 16

nah sekarang karna lg pada sibuk masing2. jd kita ktemu klo ada rapat aja..haha sedikit terdengar belagu sih kata2 "rapat" itu..tp yaa memang namanya rapat.hihi